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Well, that special day in October is comin up on us, though I'm probably not going to be doing anything. There will probably be a few trick-or-treaters out and about. So I will undoubtedly be answering the door to greet small children every once in a while. It's not a great deal of fun, but hey, its a holiday, right? I'm fairly decent at pumpkin carving, so that might be a reasonable distraction, but other than that, I dont see a whole lot of "fun time" happening this year. The only time this place feels like home is when december rolls around. Even then, its just not the same as it used to be. Things will never be like that again. There are too many things in my head, too many people that got left behind. So much, so little time, huh? Thats what it comes down to. I have so much crammed into my head its not even funny anymore. But what am I gonna do about it... I never like talking to anybody about it. I never like talking about it because it hurts when I do, I'm not even doing too well typing this out, but hey, nobody likes a mile long journal post right? Maybe next time