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O.K so as of late I been thinking what is God? is he a old guy who got bored so he created a bunch of emotional and violent creatures for his amusement, A wise man that wanted to share the joys of life, or just a kid with a Lego set that carefully constructs the set and wen he's finish he destroys it and starts again?And why am I not sure if I believe in him or not?Is it because I come from a family of atheist that gave me the liberty to chose what I believe in or is it that i see so many choices on what to believe in and now I'm tired of all of those christian fanatics that try and convince me that the only choice is there way.

sometimes I just feel ashamed that everybody else haves some kind of spiritual belief wile I chose to believe that anything is possible. Why is it that people think that to be healthy you need to believe in some kind of god? meanwhile here I am a perfectly healthy 16 year old that no one fines anything wrong with until they find out that I have no kind of religious beliefs what so ever. Why is it that people just assume that I'm christian? is it because I'm truthful and help all who need me? Is it because I get good grades and never get in any real trouble? or is it because i believe in the good in people and sometimes act in every naive way trying to protect that belief.

I may never know.