today i had problems with my (now) ex bf...
yea, the one i always talk about, the one i said loves me oodles...
well guess what, i guess that i was wrong
i am the joker i remember?
haha funny...
i always just stand there and smile, like an idiot....
but the people who smile back do it for the wrong reasons...
well i guess i shouldnt care what he thinks, the boy who broke me, my own king who cared for his villagers, but not for his jester....betrayed by the likes of my own leader....wow, how sad is that
the boy who broke me, i have to see every day for 6 hours...god has a cruel sense of humor... he did it in one fowl swoop, with one wave of his septer, my world fell apart, my king left me with nothing but a slipknot and memorys
unfortunatly for this jester i beleive life is questionable. with my king gone and my places to run are running dry..life looks bleak....and relativily hollow....
well i suppose it was stupid of me to think i could ever really fall in love and have someone love me back.....who could ever love a jester?
..although i will miss all the times we spent together, joker and king, i guess it just wasn't meant to be.
i really wish it could've though......and do you know the irony of it?
i left my king, i forced myself to get kicked out of my false paradise..
rather sadistic don't you think?
well i'm on my way, and i leave you with but a message you should live by.
*~* your joker, assasin_xi
