Sadly,
I cannot say that I am an all around good person.
I've been...Using Darius.
He's terribly sweet,
And he's really a nice guy,
And I've been using him to get over Clarence and all of this.
The only reason I chose him was because he's been so nice,
And he really does like me.
So, I figured that MAYBE..
If we kissed, I'd feel even more for him.
....
Unfortunately,
I was wrong. D:
I've only been bringing myself down with this information,
So I had to tell him the truth.
So,
Yesterday,
At Youth Group,
I went up to him,
Got him alone,
And told him everything.
I had to break his heart,
And inform him of the terrible deed I've been pulling.
But I made sure to tell him it was all me,
And nothing he did.
That he did nothing wrong,
And that it was just my terribleness.
I feel horrible for doing it in the first place,
But I have to admit,
Telling the truth,
Really does make me feel better.
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The Life and Times of Tim
What's going on in my life, what's going through my mind, and song lyrics at random to FYI on my mood.
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