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I can't take this anymore I've been put through the test.
I don't know what to do my heart is screaming stop.
I wish i could just stay up and be my best,
My heart keeps getting bigger and bigger and i think it'll pop.

I can't keep doing this and going back every time,
there's no way that this will work at the end.
I don't know what to say and i can't express it in this rhyme.
I guess there really is no one on whom i can depend.

I really have these feelings, every one of them is true.
Bur of course you have them for her so what can i say?
You brought me up from desperation now I'm back to blue.
I'm surprised that I was even able to last this whole day.

Maybe you thought you were helping or maybe you wanted me hurt,
I don't know why you did it or even if this whole thing was a dream.
I wish we could talk because you made me feel like dirt,
because of the way you treated me all i want to do is scream.

So if it's true and you've really gone back to her tell me, let me go.
Obviously everything was a lie but I can handle it later.
I can't believe how this happened so i just wanna know,
why did you go back when i thought you said you hated her?