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i miss someone who cast me aside then i did the same to her and for some dumb reason i miss her again i go to her myspace and read what new things she puts and writes i dont ask her whats wrong or talk to her when i want to ask like whats going on are you alright or anything like that but i do want to i still care about her even though she hurt me in the end i just want to be able to let her go all the damn way i guess why is it the people that hurt you the most are the ones that you just cant seem to get rid of and stay in your head through everything they put you in and hurt you in the worst of ways sucks dont it she should go and listen to sorry by buckcherry she probably has already but go listen to it again for me i just hate that i miss you so much i probably should just shut up and get over it that you'll be in my head for at least a long time you sent me to the damned hospital after all yeah now you know for sure if your reading this well now anyone who knows me in real life knows who i'm talking about so yeah but i do miss you why though its over and i dont want to see you again not to go through that again so yeah but i just want to see you but i wont no matter what