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i suppose i don't have much to say. but, what else is new?
i think most of my reason for journaling here is because not many people i know are here, and they won't watch my journal. deviantart? constant watchers. facebook? no way. myspace? constant. gaia? perfect. i just need a spot to write down my thoughts when i feel like talking while no one is around. and so, here i sit, typing to you.

i'm on break until next monday - the 31st. i'm pretty happy about that... school has really been eating at me. but not many other people have break the same time i do. and it sucks, because that means there is little to do. i don't have anything planned until wednesday... how boring. i wish someone would ask me to do something tomorrow. someone i don't usually hang out with. i'm tired of my routine, i think. i'd like to deviate a bit from those i hang out with. not much, just a little. maybe.
my father will be visiting. he's coming up late thursday night and leaving saturday morning. i guess i'm looking foward to that, but i'm not sure what we'll do. it might be kind of boring. and i don't want him to be bored in one of the few times i get to see him. i dunno.

i've been very uneventful today. unproductiveness depresses me.
i slept late, i did nothing for a while... i showered, tried to find something to eat for breakfast (lunch, technically), and failed. i did nothing for a while longer, then went and took care of one of the babies for a while so vicki could have a break. he was being fussy, and i feel rather impatient, and fussy + impatient is an awful mix. so i was being irritable. i put in a fantastic movie - the lion king. i tried to get him to sleep, failed; and finally came time for him to eat, and so i fed him. just as he was close to finishing up the bottle, i went to burp him... and right as i get him up and start to lift him to put him over my shoulder, he throws up. right all over my pants which i had just laundered the day before. i breathed out a "grrrreat", and vicki walked by right as it happened... so she took him while i changed. i finished up the movie, finally found something to eat. and i've been doing nothing ever since. sitting in this same spot, of course. but honestly. i'm so bored, and it sucks. and this is only my first day. if ericka hadn't left for her trip, we'd probably be doing something... but she won't be back til fridayish. how lame. i just don't know what to do. nothing sounds good. i want to go out.
and i'm readdicted to gaia, thanks to cory. well, i suppose it isn't even his fault, he only sent me a link to his journal. then i thought, wow... i hadn't been to gaia in ages. so i signed in. and i've been coming every day since. e_e;

i suppose i should try working on some of my homework. i just don't want to, though. it's break! but it has to be done.... just not right now. ah, me and my procrastination...

alright. i'm quickly running out of things to say... hmm....

i guess i'll go.
that's all.

-kim