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My feelings are driving me crazy because i can't get over you.
I'm feeling kinda lazy and now I'm not sure what to do.
I'm always trying to forget, to make everything the way it was,
But then u pop back in my mind and I know that it's because . . .

I'm still in love with you but you don't know that i care,
I wish i still had you, wish you had the time to spare.
The time to spend with me so i can forget your face,
This never-ending cycle has me a mess and a disgrace.

It wasn't that we couldn't see each other, you know we always could,
It wasn't that i couldn't love you, I thought i always would.
It wasn't for any reason that i know and that's what hurts most,
It was something I don't think you'll tell me, now i wander like a ghost.

This is not what i want to do, this is not the ending i saw,
All i know just disappeared and my mind just went blah.
Now I'm feeling better and my mind is finally clear.
But for some reason my feelings for you still left a tear.

One tear everyday and sometimes even more,
Just thinking of the time we spent makes my heart sore.
I still want you back and if you asked i'd almost take it.
But since you hurt me so I'll take your heart and break it.

I try to still be friends because i couldn't live without you,
But the more time i spend away the more you make me blue.
Please don't tell me that you're happy now that I'm not there,
I know that you still loved her, she's who makes you care.

So I'll keep trying to keep on with my life now I have the time.
These thoughts that i still have for you should be made a crime.
And so I will finally bid you ado from my heart as my love.
Please go be free but stay near me you're still beautiful like a dove.