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I guess the most precious thing in the world is hair to me...my hair. I'm quite attached to it, mostly because it deals with my spirituality and to cut it well...makes it...rather difficult because its always been one of my symbols. Though I keep thinking and thinking about it. I'm still not sure...but it feels like its something I should do even though...that means I sacrifice all of that of which I have done for these years. But at the same time...something is pulling me in that direction to do so even though I don't know entirely why. I guess to me cutting my hair would mean a sort of dishonor for what I stand for, much like how a prince or royal person would cut their hair in japanese tradition if they were banished from a tribe or community. I suppose I have nothing to lose...only that of which has been with me for a long time. It just scares me...but I feel the end result would be me getting my hair cut. o.o Maren suggested that I get an emo cut and It just keeps me thinking most of the time. It also excites but frightens me. Its a strange feeling. Whatever the case...the answer will come to me soon.

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