All of this time I've spent trying to prove to him I love him,
Has only caused me to see him more and more as some kind of...
Imperfect monster,
Who plays with people's hearts.
...
But I still love him.
And I don't even know why.
But I love him dearly,
And I'd do anything for him to at least be happy...
But it hurts so much to hear him talk about how much he loves this Teo.
I asked Teo about different things on Myspace,
Trying to figure out if Clarence at least has a chance,
And as it turns out...
He doesn't.
Teo is as straight as they come,
And he even said he doesn't like Clarence being gay.
This is hurting me more than it's hurting him,
And I don't know why.
Empathy?
The fact that he's hurting so much,
And I had no idea before?
...
All of this time,
I've been wanting him for myself,
Blinded by my own feelings.
The fact is,
He has emotions, too.
No matter how much he lies about it.
He does,
And he hides them.
When he finally showed them,
It made me see him,
And I caught a glimpse of the Clarence I originally fell in love with.
I'd do anything for him,
Even if it means I'll be hurt in the process.
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The Life and Times of Tim
What's going on in my life, what's going through my mind, and song lyrics at random to FYI on my mood.
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