:/
I was supposed to go with Trey,
And hang out all day, right?
:/
Well,
I called him at 3, because that's when he said he gets off of work.
He didn't answer.
He calls back,
And tells me that he now has to work another hour,
So I said "That's fine! :D"
And we hung up.
At 4, he called me back,
And practically begs me to let him bring a few friends.
Naturally,
I had no problem with it,
Since his friends sounded like so much fun.
Well,
He tells me he'll be bringing 3 of his friends to Dinner.
[We were going to go out for dinner, I suppose. o.o;]
At first I thought that was going to be cool;
I'd get to make more friends,
And we'd finally get to spend time together.
..
After about 10 minutes,
I started to feel seriously queasy.
Then I started to think;
"Do I really want to be in a car with 4 other people I've never met before?"
And that thought just kinda sorta..
Scared me.
It scared me badly.
And it was making me feel sick, too.
I had no choice,
But to tell him I couldn't go.
But,
Instead of giving him the whole story on it,
...
I kinda sorta lied.
I told him instead that my Dad was telling me we already had plans,
And that an argument broke out.
I knew this would answer his questions,
So,
He down-troddenly said "Okay...Talk to you later."
And we hung up.
I feel terrible.
I'm too much of a..
A....
A weakling to even meet new people.
Apparently,
If I'm too far out of my element,
I get scared.
Wonderful. [/sarcasm]
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The Life and Times of Tim
What's going on in my life, what's going through my mind, and song lyrics at random to FYI on my mood.
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