ok...so i have a myspace..its pretty gay but w/e...um..well today was horrible and i posted a bulletin and this is an exact copy...so if im bitchy for a while..this is why.
okay...right now im 100% sure that my mom is smoking again. And that to you might not seem like a big deal but it is to me...her and my dad quit together a while ago but hes so weak he still does it...and i was pretty sure my mom never would again....but lately ive smelled it and shes always dissapearing in the garage at random times...I just want to hit her and my dad for doing this to me and my sisters...they really dont care that much but when im 25 i dont want to get a call that my mom died from lung cancer, throat cancer, or mouth cancer....that would just suck..
Im so mad right now i could just run away...i spent an hour in the shower crying about it...i still hate my dad to pieces b/c he still smokes...this will sound mean but he could drop dead right now and i wouldnt care....he deserves it for all the s**t he puts me thru with that kind of stuff...and mom..i will never EVER smoke b/c i do not want my face to look like hers...she can buy all the ******** creams and mousrtisers she wants...but they will never cover up her wrinkles...in time she will be dead to me too...but what sucks....they never told us they were still smoking...ive seen my dad smoke now...he doesnt even care if it poisins our lungs as well as his...but i can smell it on my mom...ever since she "quit"
thanx so much if u understand...but if u dont....dont bring up the subject. and if ur on my side...ill love a comment on what u think.
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