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	what are we waiting for?
	what are we waiting for?


What are we waiting for?!?!! I mean come on!! Cant this hurry up! You know it, and I know it. So what are we waiting for? stop being afraid we stand here waiting, not getting anywhere I wish I could just forget about what I wish would happen, and just live in the present. But thats hard to do when all I want to do is leave these times behind and go forward, hopefully to a better place. Anywhere is better than here. --------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Ahhhh! I keep thinking about what will happen next! Im not enjoying right now. But what is there to enjoy about right now? I want what my dreams tell me. I want to live in the world where all I see is your smile. I want to be where all I can do is smile. I know it will get out someday, I guess some things I just know. Or hope. If I would just jump a little higher, I could reach what I call my future for right now. I am so close to changing things that I can almost touch it. So what is stopping me? What is stopping you? Fear. Fear that it wont turn out right. But then I feel so, icky, because I'm not brave enough to step up to the plate and vote for change. I want other people to do it for me. One thing I dont like about myself. But I guess I'm trying to change. But this is like really hard for me. I know thats one thing you cant do for me... ------------------------------------------------------------------- Smartlessly Brilliant · Tue May 27, 2008 @ 09:27pm · 1 Comments


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Thu May 29, 2008 @ 10:29pm

changing yourself can be the most difficult thing to do. we all know it.

i have tried so hard to cange but it's really difficult so i know what ur going through.
people to tell you to be yourself
and then they tell you to be a certain way.
isn't it confusing?

but i'm sure you can get through it. i've always thought you had higher esteem, better motivation, intellegence and family support than me. i've always believe you could accomplish your dreams no matter what level they're on and that you'll be happy.
i know if deep down inside you feel that changing is the right thing to do then you shouldn't be scared; no matter what you did the right thing. 3nodding

GO TORIA!!! xd
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