I woke up at 2:30 in the morning. My room was completely filled with darkness besides the tiny moonlight that shone threw my tiny attic window. My mouth felt like I had been traveling for days in the desert. I got up wearily and walked to the small bathroom across from my bed. We installed a bathroom into the attic so that if I had to go the bathroom I wouldn't kill myself by going to the one across from my moms bedroom. I flicked on the light in the bathroom, my tired and weak self was staring back at me. Sometimes I would stare into the mirror and think that maybe, just maybe, that wasn't me, that was somone else from another dimension. I sighed and picked up the glass near the faucet. The water was cold when I drank it. It felt smooth and clear as it slid down my throat. The water didn't taste very well seeing as it's tap water. I turned off the light and trudged back to my bed. My eyes flickered to the dewar where the journal was. I decided that since I was already up that reading the journal wouldn't be so bad. I opened the dewar and pulled out the leatherbound journal. Everytime I touched the journal a strange wave of fear and excitement went through me. I flipped to the page I left off on and began to read.
1/29/08
I spend most of my time with nature. I know you think I'd be roaming with dark dwellers and in creepy alley ways,but no! Don't be all stereotypical you guys! Jeez. I spend it at the park. I know the park is a loud place,but the park I go to isn't. The park I go to is sort of hidden, I'm usually the only one there. The park is Fantasia and if your willing to go there sometime in the future, please do, I'll be there I promise.
My eyes were plastered to the journal as I began to read faster and faster and then it ended. I stared at the page until setting it down back in its proper place. Fantasia park is where the owner of this Journal, Jake, hangs out? I started hypervenlating. Finally a clue to where I can find you! Thank you Jake! Thank you! I wanted to get up and go find Fantasia park right now,but it was a little late. I couldn't sleep now though. My mind was bubbly with excitement to what he would look like, if he was nice, if he would like me! I stared up at my ceiling for hours as little scenarios of what would happen played in my head. Tomorrow, I was going to tell my mom I wanted to stay home and then I would go to find that park!!! I will wait there all day if I have to!!
 mUsIcAl-Of-NiGhTmArEs · Thu May 29, 2008 @ 12:14am · 1 Comments |
