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Stupid entry because I'm just tryin to kill 20 minutes...

Gaia's updates are kinda pointless.
Why was my ex in my dream last night?

My stupid music paper was actually 2,000 words smile Not that there is a word limit...but it was my 'goal.' But ugh. That class had noooo structure so I had NO idea what to right about. Yeah its suppose to be about our senior thesis, but when I gave my presentation the dude was falling asleep and then pipes up to say 'I don't like semiotics.' And then accuses my friend and I of not having any musical examples and we're like 'dude...were freaking Juniors...are theses are do in A YEAR.' Considering the other SENIORS in the class gave awkward crap a** Japanese presentations like "I like...pretty things" and then sat down. At least my friend and I actually talked for 25 minutes. Ugh. WHATEVS!

But writing this stupid paper actually kinda cleared my head about what and how I'm going to write. I'm just kinda worried that if I can crap out 2,000 words about 'thoughts' about my thesis..that my actual thesis is going to be UBER long when I really just want 15-20 pages. Thats a first. I'm worried about writing a long paper...

And then that brings up what I'm doing after I graduate cuz I want to use my paper to submit to grad school and blah read my other emo entries about that.

So I watched the end of the Japanese drama. Haha. I had this major aversion to dramas because I think they are silly and this one really wasn't any exception, but it kinda caught my interest. First it has a Hikaru Utada song as the insert song. Second most of it was shot in Kichijoji. I only caught like 5ish episodes out of the 13ish run, so maybe I'll illegally watch it online/maybe they'll put in on DVD.

It wasn't so bad. But like it claims to do, it deals with 'issues' of young peoples lives. I thought they did it in an OK way. I mean this chick was in this abusive relationship and she kept on going back to the guy and I'm like 'dude your not Mexican house wife leave his a**!' So that was aggravating. And there was a lesbian! Who kissed a girl! At 4 pm in the afternoon! In America you have to wait 'at LEAST' till 7 pm to catch that kind of good stuff. And even still you better be watching Showtime or HBO.

But it got me thinking. Because for me LOST gives credit to television when I normally think tv shows to be inferior. Obvious this drama is no LOST, but I think it was well planned (despite stupid plot devices in the finale). It just kinda opens my mind to creative expression in serialized media like that.

I actually kinda have an idea for a TV show. I was kinda shocked because I thought that Last Friends kinda did it. But as I watched I realized I could do better razz

I need a chance to express myself...