Yesterday was my birthday. x3
July 13, 1992,
And I turned 16. :]
So, it was my "sweet sixteen", right?
Well,
When I woke up, and when I went to the camp thing and everything,
I was down.
I wasn't really feeling up to having a party.
Being 16 wasn't feeling so sweet, for some reason. :/
Well,
Little did I know, my family and friends had planned a big surprise party for me. :D
I had NO idea, too!
I thought we were just going to the movies,
But in reality, everyone went to Mrs. Robyn's house!
It was so much fun.
Amy got me DDR: Disney! xD I love it so. :]
Well,
The entire day, Garrett was busting his a** to get everything into place,
And...To get Adam to go.
Unfortunately, he just simply said "Sorry. I Can't." And that would be the end of it.
I didn't get to actually talk to him on the phone, but I texted him, asking him one last time if he could come, and he just replied with;
"sry".
...
Needless to say, I was a little down.
But, I didn't let it get to me...
Till the party ended.
And I went home.
Then, I was pissed.
Adam claimed to love me and all,
But he wouldn't even text me, or call me,
Wishing me a happy birthday.
I had COUNTLESS texts from COUNTLESS people saying "Happy birthday!"
And I had so many people calling me, and singing it to me, that I was scared my ear might fall off. D:
But he couldn't even TEXT "happy birthday"?
Or, even that he wished he could come to the party,
Or that he even WANTED to?
I wasn't having it.
Pissed beyond belief, I texted him, telling him that it was over,
And that he needed to get his act together.
...
No more than 20 minutes later, I sent him another text,
Begging him to fight for me,
Not to let me do this.
He didn't respond 'till an hour later.
With
"happy birthday".
I then sent him another text,
This one about 4 texts long,
Explaining how I'm bitchy, jealous, and clingy.
Selfish, annoying, and several other adjectives.
I told him how I just want someone who will fight for me,
Who-- when I pull away-- will pull back,
And won't let me go.
._.
Apparently,
It's too much s**t for him to handle,
And he said his "will is dead" on the matter.
I've got too much baggage.
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