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you laugh as i cry, but it revives my soul,
you forse on a smile, but your tears make me whole,
in a final attempt, you run to my window,'
and with tears in our eyes, they'll drag you away though,
but on second thought, all night would i've stayed,
pn the roof holding hangs, watching stares as they played,
with never a care, and you by my side,
asleep in your arms, our souls stuck on this ride,
whipping tears from your eyes, as you think about going,
wanting to hold me, but truely not knowing,
when will you return to see me again,
when ever you do will we still be more then friends?
can i trust you to keep my heart for so long,
will you not break it, or was my move so wrong?
pressure, im guessing, applied on my heart,
theres no communication cause we're so far apart,
im wishing to you'd message me & tell me your feelings,
not feeling your heart beat, my feet on the ceiling,
im living at terry without thoughts of you,
my heart is so lonly but what can i do?
ever since he left i've never been so dozy,
with so much damn sleep without him im lousy,
never at all have i before been this scared,
and every other night, the mask gets oso weird
faking a smile to get through the day,
hearing his voice come from every other way,
thinking that one day i see him out there,
and he'll take me away so we can live without fear,
together forever with no heaven or hell,
lost in each other like we're under a spell.


???Shin~