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Life- give or take its over
life is spiraling deeper into the abuse... ive never felt more alone. im 7 times more anxious, i feel ignored, i just might vomit, and now i feel cheated on... my mom ignores me then accuses me of doing things i didnt, no one notices the things that happen to me then accuse me of being "miserable" when their the ones making me this way, little kids are provoking me and i cant do anything but let the anger build up and turn into sadness, i cry myself to sleep more, i think about killing myself more, i cant go on the computer, no one calls me, when i call them thier not home, i have no one to talk to, no one understands me, my mom calls me antisocial when everyone ignores me, im being stressed out, im really nervous because my bf doesnt call me and my mom puts thoughts in my head that make it hard for me to trust/ believe him, apparently no one cares that i tried to run away, my mom is making me "repress" myself, i feel fake, im tired of having to hide to just express myself, everyone ignores the signs, no one cares that i tried to kill myself, i want to overdoes/posin myself/ hang myself/shoot myself all at one, just kill me, i have no appitie, my gf is a total tease and all i really need is a good make out session... i hate my life...
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