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And, I thought it was still necessary... no, it was definitely necessary.
Why? Because I have to prove that I can be a sappy romantic too at times.
I have to at least try to compete with a certain someone's almighty ability to pull of the cheesy, sappy, romantic s**t that I've never been good at, right?
Yes, it's always a competition for me, thank you very much. >.o

I wonder how long it'll take you to find this, but I don't think it'll be long, seeing as you're so nosy. Not that I mind, don't worry. >.o And, you know who I'm talking about, dammit >.O

To be exact, I'm 3 days late on this entry.
I should've written it on 7/25/08.
Why then?
Because it was mine and my boyfriend's first year anniversary.

Damn straight >.O
You heard me,
Despite the bullshit and protests we got from people, we made it. I mean, hell, I'm not surprised. And ******** anyone who is. ... What? I can't be vulgar? D= I just want to express my inner feeelings~



...
*cough*
As you can see...
I lack caffeine.
Which a lack of, oddly enough, makes me hyper. Since I've been drinking Coke since I used a sippy cup, you could say I've become dependant ='D ... Oh, well ='D
Back to the topic...

I know you'll read this, {and if you haven't figured it out yet, I'm talking about you, Jay} whether it be sooner or later, I just hope you do.
That way you can laugh at my awful attempt and competing with you x3
I just hope it puts some type of smile on your face.

This is a huge, sappy failure.
But, isn't that the best kind of huge, sappy thing? =o
...
Or second best.
>.>;

My mind's venturing to the gutter D=
*blames huge, sappy, sticky things* ='D
... Well, they're not always sticky
and I'm only thinking about one
BUT ANYWAY

I could probably go on and on about how awesome you are and how much I love you. And, I'd probably list off millions of qualities about you that I love, but that wouldn't be just it... 'cause it can't be, ya know? It's deeper than that. I love you for who you are, whether you change, grow old, lose your abs {though I looove those}, become bitter, or change and you're not a pervert anymore... which I can't see happening, but that's besides the point =D

I'll always love you, no matter what.
And, hey, if the fortune teller's right...



Oh, that and
You're stuck with me
For a while.

Oh, and I'm sorry for not getting you a present yet. x.x
But, I'll work on it, and I hope this is an okay present for now, it probably would've been better to do it on our anniversary, and I think it would've made your day a little better, but, hey, you know me. I'm lazy and I'm almost always late >.o
... No matter how much time you give me D=
It's like:

Teacher: Finish this project in 6 months.
Me: YAY =D LOTS OF TIME
--2 days before it's due--
Me:... OH, ********, THE PROJECT *starts working on it*

... well, does that just make me a procrastinator, ooorrr...?
I dunno.
I could go on even more, but you're probably tired of reading.

I guess what I'm trying to say is...



I don't care if people hate us being together,
I don't care if they're assholes to me, because they think long-distance relationships are disturbing and that it's too much of an age gap for us to deal with.
I don't even really care if people don't even acknowledge us being together, or count it as a real relationship, or even have the decency to say 'Happy Anniversary' or something as easy as that.
I don't care about any of that as long as you stay with me, as long as I know I can rely on and trust you.
As long as I'm with you, I'll have to strength to deal with whatever life throws at me.

Because those people are just assholes.
No, that's not right.
Maybe they're just being assholes, because to a large extent, they're ignorant.
They don't know what it's like and right now, they just can't understand it.
It's like trying to explain music to someone that's been deaf all their life, even if you explain it out completely, they won't know what it's like or understand.
Or explain colors to someone that's colorblind.
>.> Hell, for something closer to home with you
Trying to explain how sex feels to a virgin >.>;
Though, they might know what it's like, how it feels, what it's like, and everything
They can't really know, not yet, at least.
Or, hey
I can make a funny here =D
It's like someone explaining childbirth, but they haven't experienced it =D
{your chuckle here, hopefully}

I hope you can see what I'm getting at >>
And I hope this is sappy enough D=
I have to compete somehow, eh? ;D

And, to tell the truth, I didn't have an excuse when I first planned to write it... which was like... waaaay long ago... meaning 2 weeks or so? I dunno.
What? I told you I'm a procrastinator and I'm always late, didn't I? D=

Well, you gave me one
Now I can say I did it because I lost the bet.
Though, that'd be a lie.
I did it because I wanted to and I wanted to brighten your day, no matter which day it was.
I just want to make you happy.
You're too handsome to be frowning D=

I hope this is long enough to make you happy and all >.o
... and sappy, and cheesy enough ='D
Well, I guess I should finally end this, eh? D=

I Love You, Jay

I'd say with all my heart,
but I don't have that anymore.
You ******** klepto. D=

Again,

Happy Anniverary!

Love Always,
Your Babeh, lawl >>
Your [CENSOR]
Your *sigh* "Mini Model"
Your Your Your...
Jess =D