Loneliness
What has happened,
Happened to me?
Left alone with a broken heart apparantly..
Left here to dwell on what once was,
Wishing it would go back but only just because..
I suppose I'm selfish for wanting something more,
Something, someone to be around and to adore..
Maybe I'm diseased, yes maybe that's it,
They come close in the dark not seeing but alas in light, they split..
What could it be? What is it that draws them near?
Some say it's because I'm kind, sweet, and dear..
Yet if so, why do they not stay?
What makes them leave me alone to stray?
Could someone tell me please? When is the end to this sick cruel joke?
Is it funny to stand and watch, to see me suffer and choke?
Choke on my own love, my own tears joyous and pure,
Soon those tears turned tainted, discolored not pure at all to be sure...
This is my undying curse, one to be truly loved and cared for,
For once I think it's within reach, it disappears never to return forever more...
All my love the one I have for so many I suppose is phony,
Because everytime I find myself betrayed, fearful, and lonely...
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Sadness. D: