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I don’t want to see anymore
And I don’t want wonder
All I want to know that you’ll stay alive
That I can talk to you tomorrow

Because the thing is,
I’m afraid of what will happen to me if your gone
I need you
So much that my heart feels weak when I don’t talk to you
Like it has to work a hundred times harder just to keep me alive

You tell me that I have so much to look forward to
But I know that I don’t….
You tell me to stay alive and remember you
Because you think no one else will…
And you tell me that your sorry…

Of all the things you could say to me,
You say sorry
But sorry doesn’t cut it this time
I just want a simple thing from you:
To stay alive…

Why would I have any other reason to live, if not for you?

You were the first person that I ever truly ever loved…

Needless to say, I love you
I will never forget
I will always have you in my heart one way or another…
Even if it does hurt

Still, even though I’m in my room all alone crying
Even though I’m hurting worse than I ever had
I hope that you’ll remember me
And do your best to stay alive

Oh, and please…
Say, for hopefully not the last time, “I love you” in return….