I've got two CDs I didn't ask anyone to order for me on the way.
I'm a big girl now -- I've got my own credit card. (Well, check card... but same difference...)
I'm calling back Party City tomorrow, to see if they're going to give me an interview or not. If not, I'm going to keep trying at other places... or just... except my BackYardBurgery fate. ._.
I've got two dates for this week. And not a whole lot of money. Eh. I sorta don't want to go to either one. "Test drives," but I don't think anything'll come from them.
Ah, look at all the lonely people...
I got drunk last night and cried a lot.
Ich fehist der Reiter.
And I feel pathetic for it.
All it was was something beautiful...
I wanna get drunk again, I've still got another half bottle left.
I feel like crying.
Reading someone else's journal made me realize how much of a coward I am, because I'm afraid to pick up the phone and shoot the breeze with someone I love talking to.
And now I am.
Turning my feelings away from our so ignorant world:
All the beatiful moments shared, deliberatlely push'd aside...
Everyone seeks love and religion to fill the voids in their life.
And here I am, running as far as I can from both...
Bottom-off-the-bottle-salute.
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They're the hardest things in this world to except.
'It's better to be alone then to be hurt.'
'It's better not to believe then to be wrong.'
The truth is, you have to take those chances. You have believe that someone will be there to catch you when you fall. Because someone will be there. If you let them.
You're not a coward. Unless everyone else is a coward as well. You'll be fine. Just close your eyes and jump.
You'll fly, I promise.