:/
As the title implies, today we had the first game of the season.
And, I was pepped and excited.
Not for the actual game, of course;
Just to be sitting in the stands, dancing to the Band's music, and screaming with everyone else when something big apparently happened.
Today went alright,
I went through my classes, couldn't WAIT to get home,
And when I did, I quickly changed, and waited for Garrett to come pick me up.
He did, and we went over to the game, and we met up with Dominique and Tatiana, who both had gotten here at around 5, just so they could get in for free, apparently.
We sat with them, then more people came, and we ran around,
Met up with a bunch of other people,
And had a blast.
That is,
Until half-time.
Half-time is the time when the band can take a break, and come sit in the stands, or get food, or whatnot.
I figured I'd be fine--
Jordan would be too thirsty to worry about talking,
Adam would be too busy with his new girl-toy,
And, well, Clarence would probably be thirsty, too.
And in fact, I was right.
Until I saw Dominique come back, and Clarence follow.
They sat right next to me, and I just pretended not to care.
I just sat there and tried to smile, but as I would occasionally look over,
I noticed Clarence sitting on the bleacher, and Dominique sitting between his legs, the two of them all close.
I stared off into the field below, and my mind wandered.
I remembered how last year, right at this time,
He barely spent any time with me.
Now he's more than willing to be all over him?
...I can understand, though.
He was still "in the closet" around that time,
And he was apparently unwilling to really let anyone know about him.
But now, he's totally more than willing, and happily sits with him like that.
It tore me up inside.
I remembered all the crap that he told me,
And wondered if he told him all of it too,
Or what else he added.
I kept wondering the rest of the game how it must feel to be around him,
And him not holding back like that.
Just sitting there with him.
Just. Sitting. There.
It ate me up to even look at them, so I had to keep my head turned away.
DiDi was being all emo about god-knows what, so she rested her head on my knee, and I just petted her hair until the band finally left.
I'm starting to wonder if I want to go to the other games now.
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