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srry for thous who know me in the real world that i do not show my true self... but i think of myself weak.. so just if you want to take a shot at me -yes i am not thinking strait right now-.

i am well i don't know how to begin in the first place.. so i will go to the place i don't want to go the past. yes i was once a jock... i had alot of girls all over me, but i never went out with any of them so i just accepted hugs {note this is back in duval}. then one day i got bad timing and some bully and his friends ganged up on me, then after words they called me a queer.. and it was the first time i heard the word so i looked up in the dictionary and it said weird.. and so next time i saw him i said "how am i weird". then he called me a f**... i looked that up and it said cigarette.. and then i did the same and he kick my rear to the curb and called me a homosexual and gay... well i won't go into that... i got angry and well there was my first fight since the third grade {the grade my mom put me on Ritalin}. well when we got to the principal's office he needed a pencil and the principal said " you go into a fight with this kid and you hand him a pencil". i was dumb back then so i didn't get it.
three months later i moved to a new county -clay-. i thought since being mister cool was getting me into fights i should be the total opposite, it work until i lost it... i beat up another nerd... but then since people found out i wasn't so weak they targeted me. then i got weaker and then found out about card games and played them to let out my anger... then in the 8Th grade a kid found out i played yugioh and gave me the nickname of yugioh... this is basically the origin of my nickname.