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I don't even know why I come on here anymore.

It used to be a place where I could wast my time, and feel like I'm having fun doing it. Now it's just crap.

It's only been about a year and a half since Aidenn K, and I sound like such a hypocrite when I say that the old GD was so much better. I'm lucky if I can go find a thread by someone I know, and have a mild conversation with them in the GD. Almost everyone who gave me a reason love this place is gone, or I never see them anymore.

I could be doing other things like washing my bird s**t covered car, cleaning my room, or even overtime at work. Hell, I could even be trying harder to show her that I like her. Instead I choose to come on here, and wast my time only to end up with a headache like I have now.

God I wish she knew.
Hell, I don't even know if she's broken up with him yet. I never see them hanging out or even talking to each other. When we last hung out, she even told me that she hadn't talked to him in over 2 weeks, and they were still together.

I hate this life.