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I realized why i have been so dark and depressed. i know why i was stresssed out. I know why i was hating the world.
It was because of my bf, i think.
so when he was a d**k to me i broke up with him. and he was a d**k about that too. he was all like, oh, well, i guess we never had anything.
I guess not, a*****e.

so i recently got in contact with my old friend Ray for emotional support. and i realized, while i had my internet bf, that i was missing out on something real and sweet i could have. something tangible. i was missing out on Ray.
so im meeting up with him saturday in the town i used to live in, and idk what's gonna happen but it's going to end up being pretty dramatic i think. im nervous, im scared, but i cant freaking wait to see him.

wish me luck, gaians! A new Love, and a new Life!!

Miss