I was wholly wrong.
Today I found out during lunch that the reason Bryderick was ignoring me,
[[And he actually admitted it this morning]]
Was because he couldn't be gay anymore.
And his feelings for me were too strong to even tell me that.
Darius and I are going places,
But not quite.
I don't know.
Clarence, on the other hand..
Ohhh.
Just wait.
I'mma get to that.
With Darius, things have been interesting.
He introduced me to Jay-Jay, who I've talked to on Myspace,
And on the phone numerous times before.
I also got to hang out with him and Darius,
And Dominique at the Parade for the Fair this week.
It was pretty cool.
I'm in Leo Club,
And that means I have to work at the Fair Today,
Tomorrow,
And Friday.
[[We have Friday off.]]
Now,
I was thinking this was going to be fun, right?
WRONG.
DEAD.
WRONG.
I went,
I met up with Amy,
And we sat around for a while,
Oh,
And did I mention?
That Savannah b***h,
[[The one who was talking s**t about me before,]]
Was there,
Along with--
--You guessed it--
Clarence.
Now,
I don't know why,
But he kept talking to me,
So I literally ignored him completely.
Like,
Faced the other way and everything.
He asked me a few times why I was ignoring him,
As if it wasn't obvious enough. -__-;
But,
He brought up this message I sent him on Gaia recently;
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Yellow_Coated_Bananas
In the last couple messages you and I had going,
You mentioned that back when you and I were dating,
You did in fact want out.
Why.
I need to know why you didn't want us to date anymore.
You mentioned that back when you and I were dating,
You did in fact want out.
Why.
I need to know why you didn't want us to date anymore.
idk what you mean?
Now,
I just replied,
But he brought this up today;
Asking what I was talking about.
He must be playing stupid for me.
And I swear I'm going to rip my own eyes out in frustration if he doesn't stop.
I need to move on with all of this.
My life DEPENDS on it.
But,
For WHATEVER reason,
He refuses to let me go;
Messing with me and s**t.
I've explained to him how the small things affect me, and he STILL continues it!
I swear, he hasn't changed one. ********. Bit.
He's still the heartless a*****e, who really did WANT me to break up with him.
Not to "test" our relationship,
But to simply get me to break up with him.
I would just say "Oh well, his loss",
But I need to know why.
Then I can move on.
