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so it didn't hit me that amus is dead until 4th hour where today there was only 14 other people so i started crying and left the room well the door was locked so i had to knock so hersey saw it was me and tryed to use one of his cruches to open the door well it didn't work so zack came to open the door well earlyer one of my friends kylie went to get a drink so zack said she couldn't come in without the password so he asked the same thing to me and then i said nothing and just looked at him so then he really looked at my face and noticed how red my eyes were and just opened the door and said sorry so then i go and sit back down and the 5 guys sitting next to eacher asked if i had sneezed or something so then the teacher noticed and sat down next to me and started talking to me for a few minutes after that almost every one was saying they were sarry wich made me feal a little bad cause i didn't want attention for it and then i started crying in gym but cause i was sitting out no one really noticed