*sigh*
I want more from life.
I want sex, I want happiness, I want people to be kind,... I want so much.
Yes, sex. Sex has been a problem for me lately. Oh, yes, I am actually going to write about my sexual desires. They're horrible. I think about sex way more than I used to and it's difficult to stop!
My cutting has been a problem. Do I care? I'll be truthful, a little, but not enough to stop. I can't stop, I wont stop. I want to, but at the same time I don't.
I really just don't know what to do anymore. Life is too difficult. I sit here and listen to suicidal music that no1 knows I have. My thoughts are not relevant. I need help.
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