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Overworked... Stressed Out... In Panic... Retired Writer... Well, it's almost official. I hate highschool more than ever! I'm freaking stressing out! I have a ten minute spech to get started on (due in three days btw) I have band practice till 6pm now, I've been insulted, mocked (same thing prety much... they just do it alot...), and practically been raped everyday... now fun. Not at ****** all! I have band performances in my JROTC uniform and I have to wear that ****** boiling monkey vest that I call my band uniform this saturday so no time to work on my speech at all. I'm feeling so alone now... like there is no more hope for me anymore on earth or anywhere else... no one's listening to me anymore now everything I say is stupid... even when I'm serious they laugh in my face... all of them. I've never felt so alone... But the worst part is... because I'm over worked I haven't been able to write in peace anymore... so I'm retiring from being a writer... it's no fun anymore just writing and keeping alll of my stories to myself... I miss sharing them with my friends... bloody gore and all. So this is the end of my writing career... for now... goodbye everyone... I'm too depressed right now to bring up any more of my dormant fury.... I'm sorry if I put any of you down... I'll see what I can do next journal...

Posted by: The-Nightmare-Creator Wed Oct 15, 2008 @ 09:17pm

No one is safe if this Planet of ours. No one will ever have that sense of being able to go out and not have to carry some sort of weapon on thier person. There is no love in the world anymore... it's all gone... done away with by Greed...

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Commented on: Wed Oct 22, 2008 @ 01:31am


	Transfer. Its cheaper, by about $1,000 yearly, and the people are nice + Me Chris and Josh are there. Best of all no more rapes LOL

Commented on: Mon Nov 24, 2008 @ 01:54pm


	ahhhhhh hi MATT!!!!!!!!! blaugh aaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhh xd

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Commented on: Tue Nov 25, 2008 @ 05:35am


	...what is it you want Lori?.... I'm busy...

Commented on: Tue Nov 25, 2008 @ 01:41pm


	scream f@#$ u!!!!!!!

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Commented on: Wed Nov 26, 2008 @ 03:33am


	I kid my friend.... no need to yell at me.... so what is up?

Commented on: Mon Dec 08, 2008 @ 01:54pm


	TRANSFER!!!! DO IT ITS FREAKIN FUN AT ANTONIEAN!!!!!!!! xd 4laugh 3nodding blaugh biggrin whee pirate rofl ........and i hav kwit being emo emo i am random instead dramallama

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Commented on: Wed Dec 10, 2008 @ 02:13am


	...look... I know it's awesome at antonian! I've been told that several times by everyone! I do not need to hear it anymore! It's not helping my time at Central one bit!! So stop telling me that! I'm trying to transfer but I can't unless I pass Central with flying colors! and I cannot do that because I'm failing physics!! So I'm probably not going to get outta my prison!! So if you do not mind! Stop telling me about antonian!!! also... I guess it's good that you're not Emo anymore... randomness is... different for you... as for me... I guess I'm a normal kid who's consciousness resides in a far corner in the inner most parts of his mind thinking of twisted (almost evil) things to do and write about... yeah... perfectly normal...

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