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As I type this entry.. I cannot keep myself from sobbing. although to most it may seem like a little matter but, i have just found out the man home schooling me can no longer do so becuz my grandparents are to cheap to pay him, last year he taught me for free but he has student loans that need paying. right as i finally start seeing myself WANTING a future and just as i start making progress its gone.... why does this always happen... in the end im always left alone... at least with my anime and my online friends who dont truely know me, i can stay in the shadows, never getting close enough to hurt anyone or to b hurt by anyone, at least alone i am safe