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today should be better, you think it would be better, but it is not. i feel so depressed.
i just feel so off. i hate family things. this thing with my uncle has really just beat me down. he is evil and has stolen me energy and i feel down. now i think other people are attacking me. i am really defensive. dashboard confession is my really depressed music. so i put it on very loudly today since no one was hope and sang, well screamed very loudly too it. i was so loud and the music so loud i worsened my headache. at least it was someone therapeutic. i feel like i could just fall apart and puddle on the floor. puddle puddle puddle a dia shaped puddle. please do not step on me or steal any more of my energy.