You will never know how badly I want you, need you even. The butterflies I get in my stomache when I'm around you wildly flutter their wings whenever I even hear your name. You will never know, and for this I'm glad, that you are on my mind always, in my dreams, and contained in my every thought. We are never going to be, I am undeservant, but I want your eternal happieness. Even if you have slit my throat emotionally, and brought me to tears when you looked at me, I still love you... and you dont know... what a great bliss it is to have my own little secret away from you, yet sometimes I wonder what would happen if you knew... perhaps avoid me at all costs, or maybe even tell me off?
I wish I had the power to read minds.... even if it was just yours... just to see how you are... you wont talk to me anymore, and what a terrible shame that is to me... I miss you something terrible, our laughs shared, secrets kept, and fun we had together... I remember when we went to the fair... and we rode the biggest ride there together, just you and me... I knew then we were never to be parted... but time has passed since then, many tears have shed, and memories have been left abandoned in the back of our minds... Our promise to be together as best friends forever vanished before my eyes... is it my fault? if it is... I would sell my very soul to set things right... but alas such things never happen, for if they did life would be a much different place to live in... I'll love you forever, no matter what... I have loved you so many years already, a lifetime cant be much longer.
I wish I had the power to read minds.... even if it was just yours... just to see how you are... you wont talk to me anymore, and what a terrible shame that is to me... I miss you something terrible, our laughs shared, secrets kept, and fun we had together... I remember when we went to the fair... and we rode the biggest ride there together, just you and me... I knew then we were never to be parted... but time has passed since then, many tears have shed, and memories have been left abandoned in the back of our minds... Our promise to be together as best friends forever vanished before my eyes... is it my fault? if it is... I would sell my very soul to set things right... but alas such things never happen, for if they did life would be a much different place to live in... I'll love you forever, no matter what... I have loved you so many years already, a lifetime cant be much longer.
