So much pain is compressed into one word.. 'Love'.. What is 'love', honestly.. It a four letter word with such passion behind it.. 'Love' leads to pain, missery, heartache, dreams crushed, many things..
My first love, he turned into a two faced man whore, whom thought I was a stupid pathetic little girl that he wasted important and valuable time on.. I've been filled with such hared emotion towards this idiotic creatin.. Emotions such as wanting his pathetic low life to become a miserable, eternal hell.. Making him so miserable, he would long for the sweet embrace of the Grim Reaper to take pity on him, and give the releif he desired for.. I'm the kind of person to make his life horrid, but I haven't been near him to make the process begin..
I long for the crimson inside him, to flow on the ground by his, once warm, corpse.. Once more, no matter how bad this man thing may break or shatter my, once whole and beating, heart.. I'll love him, even if the passion between us dies out..
My first love, he turned into a two faced man whore, whom thought I was a stupid pathetic little girl that he wasted important and valuable time on.. I've been filled with such hared emotion towards this idiotic creatin.. Emotions such as wanting his pathetic low life to become a miserable, eternal hell.. Making him so miserable, he would long for the sweet embrace of the Grim Reaper to take pity on him, and give the releif he desired for.. I'm the kind of person to make his life horrid, but I haven't been near him to make the process begin..
I long for the crimson inside him, to flow on the ground by his, once warm, corpse.. Once more, no matter how bad this man thing may break or shatter my, once whole and beating, heart.. I'll love him, even if the passion between us dies out..
