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wow i havnt made a entry in a long time hahaha
gosh i dont know what to say anymore, hmmmmm i guess today ill just give an update of my life i guess
sry if u were looking forward to a random insane adventure today but ul have to settle for my odd life today
BWAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAAHHAHAHAHAHAA *pokes*
supprisingly my life is going great well sorta haha
well i have an amazing gf (i love u so much baby!!!) its been 3 months so far and i feel like its been years hehe, i love absolutly everything about her, and we have like everything in common its allmost scary in a awsome way hahaha
my grades r currently allright i guess no complaints this semester, but next semester.... ugh im dead, english 3 honers, physics, art (WOO), and algibra 3
im so screwed but ill find a way to scrape by i guess
the pressure is building quickly bc its my junior year and im getting worried about SATs and ACTs for colleges then actually getting into a good one and im moving 2!! theres so much to work for and so little time, i hope i can get into a good college
im so worried about that AHHHHH ok im good now
im so tired lately maybe its bc i never sleep? it makes sence even tho when i sleep for like 14hrs im still extrememly tired idk y
oh well
well enough of the negative, on the positive i have an amazing gf who makes everything seem so much better
on a martial art note im doing good i think, im still a blue- brown belt, which is like 3 away from black
but unfortunitly ill never get black belt bc ill be moving b4 i can finish training
im leaving so much behind it kinda depresses me sometimes but i know whats waiting for me is much more than i could ever hope for (love u baby!!)
im getting worried that ill never get past this belt really, iv been blue-brown twice as long as most ppl r it and i watch so many ppl pass me in ranks
i try my hardest but i guess im not good enough yet
oops that negitive 2 huh
well im happy where i am and i enjoy my life, i have good friends and an amazing gf what more could i need right?
i have many things some ppl will never have, im so blessed and i try so hard to see it when i feel bad
sry im rambling again well ill end this now b4 u decide to quit reading
thanks for reading!!
god bless!!
BYE!!!!!!!!!