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Mini Edward Cullen
Ok, so I'm back with another entry. This one is about this guy in my english honors class, named Michael. I'm crazy about him. Ok, so some of my friends would probably say that that's a HUGE understatement, lol. It kinda started last year, at the end-of-the-year field trip. We went to Busch Gardens. So I was in line for a roller coaster with my best friend, and we were last in line, until Michael and Joe came up behind us. That was probably the first time I really noticed him. I knew he existed, (trust me, at my middle school last year, it was hard not to know who he was) I just never really payed him much attention. So when I saw him then I was thinking, "Wow, how have I never noticed how really cute he is?" or something like that. So that's pretty much how it started. He had no clue who I was last year. At the beginning of last year, I was pretty much just that one girl that seemed to just pop up out of nowhere. I had been homeschooled, so pretty much no one knew me. Pair that up with my shyness and that makes things pretty hard. Anyway, fast forward to the beginning of this year. I saw him in the hallways at lunch usually but for a while that was it. I figured that was all it ever would be. Then I got a schedual change. So I walked into my new english class thinking how much this was gonna suck, for various reasons. For one, I had heard that this was a horrible teacher from some of my friends, go figure, she's actually one of my favorite teachers. So then I walk in, talk to the teacher and sit down. I look around the room and there he is. So here's when things started getting really confusing. Also, I didn't start really falling for him until this day. It was a monday and I was at my usual lunch table with my friends. Somethimes I'll just kinda look across the pavilion that we eat under, and notice something really random, like, hey look, that blonde guy is staring at me. O.o I'll explain that some other time though. So I didn't even know that Michael was sitting even in the general direction that I looked in, my eyes just happened to land on him. He's staring directly at me. This continued almost the whole lunch period. I told my friend who kinda agrees with me about him (she thinks he's easily one of the cutest guys in the whole school but she would never date him) and she noticed a few more times, and that was just at the table. ("Bella, Edward Cullen is staring at you." wink So even in the hallway (I always go to my friend Kelli's locker and her locker is in the same hallway as his) she kept saying, "Savanah, Michaels looking at you." Why though? I'm pretty sure there's no chance of him liking me. I mean, Michael, who could probably easily get any girl he wanted, liking me, some plain girl from his english class, who he didn't know the first thing about. I'm pretty sure he still didn't even know my name. I'm the definition of the word normal for crying out loud! Idk... So anyway, this kinda continued throughtout the week. I even caught his friend always giving him looks like, Michael, there she is wink ... All the time in english, I would look over at him, just to notice he was already looking at me, and he would look away as quickly as he could without being to obvious.
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