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Am i really here?Can all this just be a dream that i cant wake up from?Should i want to be here and wait for the sweet,warm touch of death or should i take the hands of the people i have ever loved and go with them and never be found again?What should i do?Am i ment to be alone in this hated world or somewhere way out there someone loves me?Can someone love me?Can someone dream of me when they sleep and still have me in there minds when they wake?Can i believe that or am i just not wanting to but my haert wanting to?What should i believe?Will the questions ever stop?Will there ever be any anwsers?Is this just a dream or am i really here?