Ughh, I can't take this much more.
I am at my breaking point. My heart is human too; and it can't take much more of this.
I mean I WANT to be there for everyone, but one more big thing and I am going to just break down. I've kept it together for this whole time.
And my own problems aren't helping.
My heart is straining to keep it all together.
I can't do it all. I am one person to cry on. And as much as I want to help everyone, I can't.
And I can't take it anymore. I almost started sobbing twice today, and right now. 3 times I almost broke down, and its going to be soon when I really do break down.
Because i've lost my support and i gave my heart and soul and love to someone who I doubt cares as much.
And I'm loosing the way I used to feel around him. The hilight of my day,week, and life really, is gone.
And it's my fault, and it puts that much more strain on my heart as its going to snap.
I want to help, but I can't. I'm only one person and one heart. I'm only going to be able to help those super close to me because big problems call for a big, strong heart to handle them.
And I don't have that right now.
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i had no idea u were going through this.