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I have never claimed to know everything. An I never will.

Lately I been feeling like I am missing out on something. I seem to be forgotten about. Be it by my friend or family. Don't get me wrong there are times when I would love nothing more then for most people to just leave me alone. But the people I do want around seem to want to just get away from me. The ones I like most, they seem short with me. Then again friends seem to come and go in my life. Some of the best have come and gone with out a word as to why they would leave. Some I can't even remember their names now. But I still remember what they were like and I'm never going to let that go. Some of them have made me the person I am today. I like to wonder every now and then if they remember me or if the people I know now will remember me. Friends are hard to come by. But when I find one it just feels like I have known them for years. Like finding something you have always had that got lost. People like that, the ones I find, they gain my trust very fast. The ones that have lost my trust may get a second chance at gaining it back. But it takes a while. . . I think there has only been one person that has gotten it back right away. I don't take friendship lightly. But if you are my friend you would already know that. I am someone people can trust, I am the one that keeps your secrets, I am the one person that will be there to help you up when no one else will, I am the one that will always be there even if you have forgotten all about me, I am the person that asks how your day went and really does want to know. I really do my best to keep my word. I have yet to meet someone that has really returned the favor. But I will have to wait and see. Maybe I will and maybe I won't meet said person. I hope after meeting me just a little of my self will rub off on people. Again, like I said before, I will just have to wait and see.