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I can’t stop thinking
I can’t stop quaking
Deep inside piercing pain
All around illusions of insane
Deep cutting knife into a heart so pure
Kill me now before there is more
I can’t stop this thought
I can’t stop this feeling
End it before it begins again
Destroy me in all my glory
I crave you like a romantic story

I’ve been here before
I know this place
I’ve walked this floor
I can’t stop it now
Shattered dreams in tears
Being alone in the night
I see nothing but darkness in sight
I go into my self so deep
So that I can find inner peace
But in all efforts I failed with no release
Consuming and obsessing
All I am is broken
So yet again I look upon the window watching the snow
Gazing at the moon so bright
Forever it seems in the night
I only wish that love would be right
And in time I will rise again
But now its only death and disappointment
Only when the light of hope appears will I be reborn
With out tears and with out sorrow
Again I travel with no end
I search for the one who will make me mend
And with out faith I cannot move on from this stage
But within the night so bright
I only feel a soft chill of wind by my side
In the moment I am only dying, wishing, hoping

Can only heal one way
Again as it seems the path of dismay
Goodbye to happiness of the day.