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Wow, I cannot believe this day has arrived, the day that you'd leave me.
I was willing to give us a few days, so you could adjust to the new me.
Well, not new, but improved.
You keep telling me that you love me, and in return, I love you, but obviously, love is not powerful enough to keep me in your life.

When you confronted me earlier, I kept brushing you off.
I apologize for my behavior.
The least I could've done was listen, but I was irritated.
Not with you, no, with myself.
I would attack you all the time.
How could I not see this coming?

I am terribly sorry for not listening to you earlier.
Although I cannot find it in my heart to forgive you for even thinking of breaking up with me, I will not be heedless if you choose to even speak to me again.

Now, I promise to listen.
I promise to be there for you, even if only as a confidant, or just an acquaintance.
I promise to be a better person.

You have shown me what a horrible person I can be, but I appreciate that.
I know what I must focus to improve.
I will control myself, for you and everyone else.

I'll miss you.
I'll miss your beauty, your trust, the way you call me just to make sure I'm okay, your love, your concern,
and your presence.