All day. . . Urg. Its one of those days that its not bad, its not good, but its not so boring that the boredum makes you unbored. (lolz)
No, all day was a boredum that I didnt realize I was bored until I couldnt decide what to do. Everything seemed so pointless. Playing games stopped interesting me awhile ago, TV is just horrible I dislike it now, no one was on gaia and when Dan Dan was on I couldnt stay long cause I had to take care of the babies with my brother.
(My freaking cousin is such a lazy a** that stayed upstairs and played on my brothers computer. Why cant we just ship her back to vietnam? damnit. Everyone else was at the store or at work.)
I survived the day not totally dreading it but. . . I cant really remember it. I can remember Kevin puking (We think he was sick or just drank too much milk either way hes much better now) I remember making noodles, taking a nap. But I dont remember anything in between and making noodles and kevin puking was near th end of my day. . . What did I do before all that? Its so weird. Stupid brain I can barley remember my birthday or holidays let alone remember anything else -.-
*sigh* Now I just feel depressed. . . Or maybe just alittle sad. . . I wanna go to my room and curl into a ball for the rest of the day. I dont know.
I cant help it. . . I miss my mom. Atleast when she was here she'd pay attention to me. No matter how many people are in this house its not all that great. . . Im such a kid all I want is attention from others. FREAKING PUBERTY I HATE YOU!!!
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Damn. . . to think I thought I didnt have any problems.
I blame myself im an idiot. . .
Klare:"Awwwww vi. . . No your not an idiot!! An idiot wouldnt be able to make funny big words that I can barley pronunciate! Also an idiot wouldnt be able to predict what I would have said once I read your journal!"
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Im sorry Klare but even an idiot who knew you enough could read you like a Dr. Suess book. Your Green Eggs and Ham my friend.
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