*sigh* A new semester, which means new electives for those half year people and some new schedule changes.
For me I changed my electives (I was not going to be in Mr.Seymour's class again) and i also changed P.E. teachers.
I have Mrs. Walker with Sarah, Trevor, (Klare is unknown so far), and other people who are not as that important.
I also have P.E. with Chad, Kevin, Lydia, Nadine, and some other people.
Hmmmm. . .
Who am I missing?
Havent noticed?
Well, I noticed.
Carlos is MISSING!!
Well not really missing but . . . I MISS HIM!!
He doesnt have 6th period P.E. no mo
I feel like I lost the will. . . to go to P.E. (Lolz I can never lose the will to live xd )
*sniffle* The only time I ever saw him besides P.E. was in the halls after 3rd period.
And what is a double kick in the a** is the fact that I havent even been able to talk to him yet. The most I have ever said to him is "Hi" and some other questions near the begining of the year that sounded stalkerish. I also hugged and petted his head once in the carpet gym which was a very good day. blaugh
I guess I need to find some ******** back bone. . . Why cant I talk to him? No idea. . .
If he was someone that was hot this would be a whole different situation, but no. . . He just had to be the cute type.
ERRRRRRRRG!!! scream scream
He is like my Mr. Bear Jr. But with darker features. Like if i hugged him he'd be all soft and cuddly and his parents would probably have me arrested for kidnapping and harrassment. . . blaugh too cute!! (sorry bear bear but he out cutes you)
Its not all that bad though cause today after 3rd period I was going to put away my stuff in Ms. H's class like always until I decided that I wanted to see Carlos (he always goes to the bathroom right after 3rd period which is so wonderfully placed next door to Ms.H's class) but I paniced because I didnt know if he passed by yet or not. I mean I took a while to put my stuff away since I dont like doing homework at home so I try to finish as much as possible and then (this part might have been made up cause, like always with my senile brain, my head got fuzzy, things happened too fast, and I might have mixed this brief moment up with a different day) any way, a whole bunch of people were talking to me. I saw Jordan walking by and decided he would be a good reason to delay my time in that particle bathroom/classroom/hall area. Then, I forgot what else I was doing in the classroom, but I heard the bell ring for lunch to start. Someone was talking to me and it was kind of funny so I hollered back at them chuckling and walking backwards out into the hall. (again this was part was brief)Once I turn around I had a moment of brief horror and, not even a second later, excitement and happiness because who do I see when I look down five inches below me? CARLOS!
It might have been my mistake but I swear I heard a slight chuckle and smile on that adorable eyeliner smudged on under his eyes face of his that seemed to always be facing down but the eyes look up at you (thats one of the things I like best about him)
He could have been smiling and laughing at me or someone else but I was there and even though it could have been an illusion of my mind it still made me happy.
*blissful sigh* Im such a sucker when it comes to cute things. 4laugh
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