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Had a miscarriage on the 10th of december. Been trying to deal with it. Part of it was the bladder infection, that the placenta became infected as well and that I have an incompetent cervix meaning it doesn't work properly and opens easily instead of staying shut when it needs to thus making it easier to get infections there. That explains the heavy yet short periods. Thats ok...i know to some this sounds cut and dry and in a sense it is. But for me its more the fact that the worst part from being in the hospital is over. They had both my arms IV'ed (an IV in each arm oh gawd) and i had to go into surgery but it was nothing major just the knocking me out which always makes my head hurt coming around. The worst part is that afterwords while in recovery the nurse had to keep taking blood to make sure i was ok and that wasn't helping either. yeah learning to eat with your left hand when you're right handed is fun if not a pain but its ok. I'm still here....i suppose i should be glad and thankful i'm still here and that i didn't die....because i almost did so i was told...