I hope you know that your journalentry scared the s**t outta me.
You know who you are coughomarcoughcough.
Yeah. I thought you were going to do something stupid.
Goodness. I'm soooo releived you called and were okay. god.
Don't do that to me hun, just dont.
I was freaked and more paranoid than I already am.
It's a serious problem, and according to the symptoms, I am paranoid.
That. sucks. And you are NOT helpping. No, so don't tell me those kind of things if it will freak me out.
On a happier note for the longest time I can keep before going back to him,
IT'S CHRISTMAS EVEEEE!!!! OMBBB
I'm so escited. I already celebrated Yule, and I got somethin for my mom.
I feel so speshel. lol =)
Yeah. UGHH H.I.M.
lol I can't stop talking about him. I have problems.
I.want.to.see.him.on.monday.
I wish there was some sort of christmas miracle that he knew where I lived. =/
But he doesn't. I would pray for him to come over.
Like that would go over well with the rents.
Yeah, christmas miracle wishes. =/ Oh well.
It would be cute if he called at like 6a.m. to say Merry Christmas and i love you.
I would congradulate any guy who did that for their girlfriend. lol
Well, idk if we ARE together at the moment,
since apparently it was all a lie.
An explanation would be LOVLEY.
But I guess that would be asking for too much.
What. ever. I still love you even if you don't. So learn to deal.
I can't stop talking about him.
I really do have issues. seriously.
I want him to get on and stay on for awhile and talk to me and explain everything to me.
Because I'm as confused as heck. And I want and need an explanation.
You don't even know. I mean you just don't.
You dont understand how just sad and my heart feels so weighed down.
I just heard him a few hours ago, and that made me miss him 1000000x more.
Not. helpful.
I am going to like cry my eyes out in a second, but its nice to ge tthis off my chest.
I just want monday to come and he will be there and I can have some peace of mind for two days before I leave for tampa. =/
Gosh. you know who you are, you got some explaning to do. ALOT of it.
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and just btw, mine did call me and wished me a happy yule/christmas type thing.
talk to me babe. dont be sad