Friday 21st October 2005 6:10pm
Mood: Depressed
Random Quote Of Teh Journal: "Bethany and Louise were annoying today, they were being all "depressed"" ~ Megan
Listening To: Placebo - Bionic heart
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I really quite despise my life.
By the way, I've had to delete my first journal entry for... reasons...
Basically I found out a certain person has an account on here, and a certain person might want to read what I wrote about that certain person.
And if that certain person happens to look at this entry, I'm sure that certain person can guess what I wrote >.<
So anyway, I really quite despise my life.
It always seems like nothing I do is right.
My parents, my mother especially, make me feel utterly worthless.
If you thought I was naturally happy and such, you were wrong. I've always been shy and sensitive, but I cover it up by pretending like nothing's the matter. But inside I've always had emotional pain, no one understands...
-sigh-
Hm, Megan just gave her thoughts about what she thought an EMO was, unfortunately I exited that conversation D:
But she said it was "someone who listens to depressive music, dyes their hair black and straightens it, likes black and grey and skulls, and pretend to be suicidal".
Pfft.
That's goth.
M'kay, I like listening to depressive music, especially when I'm in this mood, and I do straighten my hair but only cos otherwise it'll go POOF, and... k I do wanna dye my hair black. But I don't really like black (well, apart from black hair) and grey, I'd rather wear colours, and I think skulls are icky. Pretend to be suicidal? I am NOT suicidal. No. Just no. I don't pretend anywhere. Course I want to live.
I just don't want to live like this for much longer.
I can't be bothered to explain all the reasons why I'm depressed, and because I don't really want to share them with the whole of the Internet.
Anyway... toodles.
Mood: Depressed
Random Quote Of Teh Journal: "Bethany and Louise were annoying today, they were being all "depressed"" ~ Megan
Listening To: Placebo - Bionic heart
</3
I really quite despise my life.
By the way, I've had to delete my first journal entry for... reasons...
Basically I found out a certain person has an account on here, and a certain person might want to read what I wrote about that certain person.
And if that certain person happens to look at this entry, I'm sure that certain person can guess what I wrote >.<
So anyway, I really quite despise my life.
It always seems like nothing I do is right.
My parents, my mother especially, make me feel utterly worthless.
If you thought I was naturally happy and such, you were wrong. I've always been shy and sensitive, but I cover it up by pretending like nothing's the matter. But inside I've always had emotional pain, no one understands...
-sigh-
Hm, Megan just gave her thoughts about what she thought an EMO was, unfortunately I exited that conversation D:
But she said it was "someone who listens to depressive music, dyes their hair black and straightens it, likes black and grey and skulls, and pretend to be suicidal".
Pfft.
That's goth.
M'kay, I like listening to depressive music, especially when I'm in this mood, and I do straighten my hair but only cos otherwise it'll go POOF, and... k I do wanna dye my hair black. But I don't really like black (well, apart from black hair) and grey, I'd rather wear colours, and I think skulls are icky. Pretend to be suicidal? I am NOT suicidal. No. Just no. I don't pretend anywhere. Course I want to live.
I just don't want to live like this for much longer.
I can't be bothered to explain all the reasons why I'm depressed, and because I don't really want to share them with the whole of the Internet.
Anyway... toodles.
