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You (to "Panda") 11/29/08
Of all the things I've never told you,
This has got to be the worst.
I kissed her and liked it,
Now put me on my hearse.
I wish that I could take it back,
I wish that I could say I didn't.
Unfortunately I can't
Take back what I have done to you.
But what in God's good name,
Made you believe
That you could do that to me?
Did you think it wouldn't hurt me,
To go behind my back?
Chances are if you told me,
We wouldn't be at this.
Did you think I wouldn't find out?
Would have hid it from me forever?
Why didn't you talk to me,
When I asked if something's wrong?
Was I not good enough,
Despite of what you said?
Sometimes I wonder,
What was going through your head.
Then I regret
Everything I did.
Sometimes it even comes to wishing
That you had gone away.
For if you hadn't moved faster with me,
You wouldn't have thought to do that with her.
Why do you block me out now?
How did you manage that?
I know that I do scare you,
But must you let me go?
You don't seem to understand,
That even though I can't let go,
What you do to me.
Every time you're with her;
Every time I see;
I can't help but fall apart,
Pick up and then repeat.
Then you say you're sorry;
You whisper that you care.
You tell me that you love me,
And that you wish I didn't hurt.
But where were this words,
When you were with her.
Where were this words
When I was falling apart.
All the broken promises;
You make then forget.
It doesn't even matter now,
I can't trust your words.
You told me forever;
You told me never.
You said I was your only one.
But then,
If these words were true,
Why her?
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