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I'm sick of living in a world that makes ppl think their not good enough to live anymore I'm not making judgments on anyone just the outcome. I'm the first 1 to say that life isn't fair and that I have thought multiple times of and attempted suicide before. and after a talk with the friends that found me I really regretted it. It's the 3rd leading cause in deaths of ppl 14-28. I know that there is no way that anyone will be 100% happy all the time. or that your friends and family will always be here for you. Can you please discuss your feeling with someone you trust. All lives are interconnected and your choices affect other ppl. People that you love, those that love you and the ppl that love them. I've been blessed to have many friends from all walks of life from all over the world. and to lose a close 1 would have a huge impact on my life. it makes me cry to know that a problem caused 1 of my friends to give up on life without ever letting me know or even worse not saying goodbye. To whoever reads this: know that I do love you and I will do any and everything in my power to help you all I need from you is for you to ask for help [b:34221f2a8a]I am Raikou Tenshi...The Lightning Angel.....and yes I do strike twice and a third time if your still F'ing with me[/color:34221f2a8a][/b:34221f2a8a][/size:34221f2a8a] [img:34221f2a8a]http://i483.photobucket.com/albums/rr191/metal_queen_sammy/Angel_of_Death_by_azuresky59.jpg[/img:34221f2a8a] Face a master[/size:34221f2a8a]

Posted by: X_Raikou_Tenshi_X Wed Jan 14, 2009 @ 07:30am

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Fappins Mule
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Sat Jan 17, 2009 @ 09:04am

i have also atempted suicide, and i am very greatful i did not succeed. so i can relate to an extent. im not saying i can fully relate, because in reality, no one can. each person has a different reaction to the situation. i hope you are ok ^_^

lots of love <3 Kjeirstan.

P.s you may add me if you want to, i love making new friends biggrin

Tiny Babie
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Tue Jan 27, 2009 @ 02:19am

how do you know life isn't fair?
just because something doesn't work out for you doesn't mean its not fair.
usually when something doesn't go your way it goes the way someone else wanted.

if you look into the details of life you will see life is fair all around. . . just not for a single person all the time.

love you Sammy heart

love,
Tiny. X]

Gillford
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Mon Feb 02, 2009 @ 06:51am

i think you are not alone in this matter i to have considered suicide although i have never tried because i am a coward! My mom wouldn't acknowledge me when she found out i was gay and all my friends made fun! I had no one to talk to and no one to love! ty for sharing your story in hopes it may help someone else!

just be who you are, no more, no less! <3

yours truly, Jerid (GIllford)

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