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I haven't felt this bad in a while I don't even know why try sometimes. Is there such a thing as friendship or love or even genuine kindness anymore. Last night I was willing to risk everything for the sake of a friend.................. and ppl laughed at me. They said don't do it, don't do something stupid. Why is helping someone stupid?? Why is caring about the life of your friend stupid. They were more worried about me traveling then him dying. I don't even know why I try anymore. People talk about reaching a point in their lives when the realize how the world really works. I've reached that point I see, my eyes are open now. I was just a dreamer who believed the best in ppl and that everyone deep down is good. but thats a lie the world is hell and ppl start out as angels until the lose there light and slowly become demons just to survive I burned my wings and discarded my halo. now I'm no different