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So after a long period of absence comes my first journal entry of the new year! blaugh What is there to say, though, besides...I'M HUNGRY!!! crying LOL Anyway, so these past 3 months have been a total roller coaster of events and emotions. I almost broke up with my bf in January, made up, had an amazing end of January and beginning of February with him in which I thought we could last for months to come, and then finally last Tuesday (exactly a week ago today) he broke up with me! Isn't that lovely?! blaugh LOL Of course it's not, but hey, what can you do? He wasn't willing to try, so be it. Why waste my time and effort on something that might not have been worth saving after all? I am doing great, though, and I'm so happy and proud of myself for not moping and pining over someone who in the end really did not deserve me. My time for happiness will come and I'm sure I can find someone who can make me just as happy as a good friend of mine makes a childhood friend of mine (Lust, I think you know who I mean). I will just let things run their own course, though, cuz there's no sense rushing fate. Besides, I am not ready to be with someone else at this point, nor do I have any other interest in any other guy, so let's see what happens in the future. I just hate to think that he'll move on before me, leaving me alone and a bit sad. Bleh. As mean as it sounds, I just want him to hurt, to feel the pain I feel inside. I don't usually say stuff like this, but it's not fair that one person usually suffers more than the other in a break-up. Gah!!! I should stop talking about this! whee Anywho, I'm getting WAY too lazy with my schoolwork. sweatdrop I should've written a rough draft for an essay yesterday, but I haven't even tried to look for the 2 articles I need for it. Yeah, this is not good at all. Don't yell at me!!! xp LOL Anywho, well I am going to try to find some grub, so leave a comment if you'd like. Love y'all!
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Lol yeah, you're right about you not normally speaking like that, it's funny on how you're like going down the same road as lust, she said the same thing so I find it ironic and amusing.
Oh yeah and you know, I learned something about how to do rough drafts easily, all you do is write your final first and then you rewrite your essay with mistakes made on purpose lol.
And at least you've been alright and have the right mindset, then we'd really have to yell, well maybe not really but have a reason to scold you. smile
Well takes cares
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~uki